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- Where You At:Room
- How Ya Feelin':
chipper - Whatcha Bumpin':my furnace
i begin to ask god why
is there no such thing as a good guy
why innocent people have to die
why so many people do drugs to get by
why the news is destroying our third eye.
i've dated a few girls from new york.
found out long distance just dont work.
went out with a new girl almost every week.
im glad to say i ended that streak.
had girls that use to hang on my jock.
didnt take to long for me to tell em to take a walk.
been cheated on numerous times.
now im spittin it to you thru rhymes.
i done dropped mad money on a chick.
found out a week later she was takin other dick.
i dont front on that situation, she was just a trick.
dated a girl who said she was really into me.
come to find out she put out for everyone but me.
yeah it true ive dated a few models.
only problem was they loved pill bottles.
ive been with virgins and some you'd call a whore.
didnt matter cuz i've seen both types walk outta the door.
i know im gonna get hated.
for talkin shit about who i dated.
i dont give a fuck though.
i mean did they? no?
hah. i cant write anymore.
comments appriecaited. :))
- Where You At:Murder Mass
- How Ya Feelin':
accomplished - Whatcha Bumpin':Trapjaw
last night i got to thinkin, about how i need to find out who i really am. thats when the girlfriend asked me what was wrong. i lied at first, cuz i dont like hurtin people. so i told her, that i think it i need to be single for awhile. i mean i worry so fuckin much. its rediculous. i worry about if she is smokin pot or drinkin. i dont believe her when she says she isnt. i know you prolly dont wanna listen to me bitch about it. but im gonna anyway, haha. but i really cant even trust myself. and i think before i can trust anyone else. i need to be able to trust myself. i know im sounding like a hippie with all this shit about finding myself and who i am. but for those who dont know me. i dont do drugs. i have. and they are pretty lame. i just never found smokin blunts and sittin around talking about literally nothin for hours on end. so i havent smoked for almost a year. i just realized that my writin is very random and scattered. i seem to jump from topic to topic. guess thats why im diagnosed with Attention Deficeit Hyper Disorder. ummm what was i sayin.. oh yeah, so i have major trust issues, im an extremly jealous person. and very very overprotective. im emotional. and i just got a text from my gf that she had something to drink, of course she decides to tell me after she did it, i mean this is exactly what i'm fucking talkin about. i get so worked up easily. i mean im shaking right now. i told her i dont think its workin out. its gettin hard to breathe. she promised she wouldnt drink. my hearts racing. im about to cry. i think i might end it. afterr 7 months. w.e. im starting to shake more. wtf. i really need to be single. this is the fuckin shit i dont need to worry about. im starting to feel dizzy. jesus christ. this is why i cant trust people. im done with relationships for a while. i feel really shitty.
- Where You At:Mass
- How Ya Feelin':
depressed - Whatcha Bumpin':Chip City
- Where You At:ROFL
- How Ya Feelin': amused
- Whatcha Bumpin':CAN YOU SAY FULL OF YOURSELF
Get somewhat drunk.( story about this at the bottom)Eat a lot of food.( i ate, just not as much as i would have liked to)meet 10 new people.( i prolly met like 6 or 7 new people)hang out with at least 3 people i dont know.( i actually sat down and talked to like 2 people)cause havok in the hotel.( it wasnt the havok causing type of hotel, but i did get yelled at quite a bit)laugh at drunk people.fuck around with drunk people.take some pics of some decent graffiti.tag some shittt.stay looking fly.dont blow out my brains on the ride.stick at least 10 stickers somewhere.( 0 for 10) i did make like 60 of em tho.
so we got to the mansion for the reception. and i walked into the open bar, the lady holding the martini's wasn't paying any attention. so i snagged one. my heart was outta my chest. Dave walked by saying " thata boy." then my aunt was walking towards me. my heart wasnt inside of my body anymore. i came up with something stupid and quick " oh umm i'm just bringing this to my mom..." knowing that my mom and aunt are tight. i had to bring it to my mom. she took away the martini. so the rest of the night sucked ass. thats my wonderful story.
- Where You At:Crib
- How Ya Feelin': good
- Whatcha Bumpin':Skyzoo
- play hockey again.
- cut it up on a turntable.
- have a knife pulled on me.
kill bambi- beat Little Big Planet.
- Beat Super Stardust HD
- Paint with a famous graffiti artist.
- graduate from high school
- graduate from college.
- get up on stage and freestyle in front of people
- or a written rap (same situation^)
- take the trains in boston.
- go to california.
- put out a CD
- Where You At:My room
- How Ya Feelin':
indescribable - Whatcha Bumpin':Instrumentals
- go skydiving.
- go scuba diving.
- take a helicopter ride.
- Meet KRS-ONE.
- go to a immortal technique concert.
- go to a Jedi Mind Tricks/ AOTP concert.
- Move to Brooklyn.
- Get a Tattoo of a zombie bunny.
- get a tattoo of a nautical star.
- get a tattoo of a skull with his tounge lickin his lips with his brain showing with spoons in its head.
- eat sushi.
- get married on the beach.
- buy a bentley, rolls, or maserati.
- start a business.
- get a tattoo that says mom.
- paint a piece that is they put in the newspaper.
- become notorious for my graffiti.
- own a koi fish pond.
- move to florida.
- wait in a store for a video game to be released.
- change someones life.
give myself a tattoo.- spit in weezy's face.
eat with the mafia ( in south boston).meet chris berman.meet ben stein ( well i just kinda yelled at him).- meet the giants team.
meet the dodgers GM.- live a successful life.
Homemade Tat
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- Where You At:BK
- How Ya Feelin': chipper
- Whatcha Bumpin':KRS one
Jane, oh Janee. you brighten up my day. your smile lights up the darkest of skies. and im so happy im with you.
you make me feel so refreshed. and insanely good about myself. i have most definitely never felt so happy or good in my entire life. and i love it. and as long as your not 200 lbs then i aint leaving you. :]. and your such a beautiful girl. your smile makes me melt. your eyes are so pretty. you have the cutest voice. and i love staying up till three in the A.M talkin. i havent smiled this much in a while. i havent cried in a few weeks. which is pretty unusual. im a very emotional guy. and i let it out by crying. but anyway, jane you mean a lot to me. im glad we met. and i honestly think that we were meant to be. because everything ive done to get you i dont regret the least bit. everything ive done feels so right. i want this to work out. i'm not gonna use you, or cheat on you. i promise. i love you jane. <3
- Where You At:In Heaven
- How Ya Feelin':Dreamy
- Whatcha Bumpin':Blue Scholars
- Where You At:My Bedroom
- How Ya Feelin':
determined - Whatcha Bumpin':Whatever is playing on my PS3
- Where You At:This Place I Call Home
- How Ya Feelin': lonely
- Whatcha Bumpin':(The) Lost Cause
- Where You At:Yo Moms House
- How Ya Feelin': amused
- Whatcha Bumpin':REAL HIP HOP
- Where You At:The Mean Streets Of C-Town
- How Ya Feelin':
silly - Whatcha Bumpin':Blue Scholars
- Where You At:Shitty Ass Concord
- How Ya Feelin': worried
- Whatcha Bumpin':Heiroglyphics
- How Ya Feelin':
stressed - Whatcha Bumpin':Blue Scholars
